this pie is soooooooo good. mmmmm!

the storms of our childhood
leave branches on the ground
just enough for us to stumble through our memories
but not fall all the way down


so i haven't written in this thing in a longgg time. it's all booming outside and i thought it was fireworks at first... but i think it's thunder. i'm so confused! lol no it's fireworks. maybe it's both. maybe it's a plane. maybe i need to quit talking about it. haha

holy baby jesus i am leaving for Ireland in like 4 days! i was proud of myself today, because i made a checklist of stuff to take so i won't forget anything. i haven't started packing. i'll probably leave it to like 2 am the night before i leave, though... i have a tendency to do that. i have such awful packing skills, you don't even know. and then i get that sinking feeling cause i think i forget stuff... but my list should help. right now it has so not sunk in that i'm going to Ireland... this time next week i'll be in Ireland... talking to Irish people. wow...

(some random conversation for you)
AngelBeth2309: haha i am planning on giving myself a bladder infection, thank you
laurelynn5678: those are always good

Forrest left yesterday. :( the house is like so empty now, seriously. i guess i never really wrote about him in here, did i? well, fyi- he's freakin awesome. haha he really likes hip-hop music, so at first i was like oh no... but it didn't turn out to be such a bad thing. we had fun... as much as we could in my house - it's so freakin boring! lol but yea, it rocked that he came to stay with us. i told you i would keep you updated, so there you go.

something really fun is going on tomorrow, but i can't tell you about it now. it's a secret. you'll know soon enough.

i saw Autumn on Saturday morning in G-town at McDonalds on the way to the airport and she was like, i had this dream last night, and i was at your house. and i broke a salt shaker. and you were like- i can't believe you, that's my dad's favorite salt shaker! and my mom was like- yea he takes it everywhere, on trips and everything. and she felt really bad. she's such a dork! haha i love her. her bday is on Tuesday! she's finally 16, haha wish her happy bday!

i noticed something really cool today. it was an optical illusion thing (i guess) in my house. it was like on the ceiling right inside the door to the back deck... it was raining outside, but it was sunny- and it looked like raindrops were falling on the ceiling... like somehow it was reflected in these 2 sunny squares. it was weird. i have it on my camera, on video... freaking neato.

well i am all out of things to say really. plus i need to attend to some wedding stuff. so check out the pics and have fun! :)


happiness is a state of mind
not an emotion
that's why it's so easy for me
to revert to a state of happiness
and not feel a thing