... then I knew that everything good and bad left an emptiness when it stopped. (A Moveable Feast - Hemingway)

my summer has been completely boring... but lately it's been better! atleast a little bit. :) 4 DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY! heck yes. i went to beffy's for a couple of days last week (check out the pictures) and we had some fun times. Kayla came over and we dyed her hair blackkk! it was great. i love it! saturday i went to help NeNe out at the ice cream social thing, but i couldn't stay long cause i ended up going with Hank to the KRT thing and Rus wanted to leave like a half hour early! lol their uncle (i can't remember his name, i feel bad cause i can't... but i really can't! lol he's young, tho) flew in from LA that day and he went, too. they were being so retarded on the way home that night! i took them on the sunrise road (since it's a shortcut from Falmouth, where the KRT thing was) and they we were like freaking out. ah it was so funny! the windows were fogging up and they thought we were going to die! Rus was like, 'everyone- quit breathing!' and their uncle was like why do i feel like i'm in a scary movie? and so Rus tried to wash the windows and then the windshield cleaner fluid light came on and it was beeping and they were like, is that a bomb? and then he hit a moth and their uncle was like you just killed that moth! what next?! and Rus was like probably a little girl... it was great. then we were like at my house and Rus was like if you don't hear from us we're probably on the side of the road... dead... not to be found for a long time. luckily Hank knows where he's going and they didn't get lost on the way home! lol but anyways that was more fun than i thought it was going to be. i feel bad for not staying at the ice cream social longer, though.

i got my passport the other day! yes! i was afraid i wasn't going to get it cause the ppl in Cynthiana messed it up, but it's all good! i can't believe i'm actually going to Ireland. i've never ever flown before, so i'm going to be like peeing my pants! lol no, i'm sure dad and rubie will keep me amused! haha ahhhh i'm excited, lol. a little bit scared, tho... what if nobody likes me over there? i'm going to be the outcast! haha

tomorrow i'm spending all day with Hank for my birthday (cause he's leaving saturday and won't be here for my actual birthday) but he won't tell me what we're doing! hmm... i'm excited!

friday i'm supposed to be going with Beffy to Lexington and then helping her clean the house for the ppl coming over on her birthday! (which is saturday) ahh i'm so excited about everything... it finally kind of feels like summer! lol i need to call her...

monday Forrest gets here, we have to pick him up from the airport in Louisville at like 8:30 at night! i hope he's nice and not like some really mean person, that would suck. he's staying with us for um... 12 days i think? next weekend i'm having a bonfire so he can meet some of my friends... i'm excited about that! :)

mom is yelling at me to get off of here! and i still have to send the bridesmaids a lil email... oh our dresses are in! i'm excited! it seems i'm excited about a lot lately, eh?